how could you be a strong person when you don't have anyone to share ?

i feel it now , i can't trust anyone else except my self . i've lose everything except my mind .

i wanna share about everything , but once again , i can't trust anyone to know this all .

everything about my life now seems so dark .

God , please give my your light to see your way . i'm to blind to see your way :(

lalalala ~

yes i do love my life , it's not because you her him or someone . it's because my self .

from the first time i know that i love my self more than anyone , that's the first time i know what happiness it is .

when i love my self , i know that i can't feel sad , i know i can't feel dissapointed , i can't feel what is 'loosing' , and what is tears .

cause i know i can't loosing my self , i can't feel dissaponted bcause i know my self were here everytime i need .

am i crazy ? whatever people say about me !

but from this all i know how to cure my pain , how to let myself find happiness :)

cheers :)